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Friday, April 14, 2006
Just went offline and wanna pin down some thoughts b4 i sleep..Actualli.. i feel that its damn hard to live a human life on this planet.. i mean think abt it.. when you are nice.. people will sae u r a push over, overly nice.. or they would sae u r a suck up being nice to everyone.. When you are trying to lighten up the spirits trying to add some humor into something serious to not sound so domineering.. they sae u r not bring serious enoff.. or say that u cant control ppl or u play too much.. And when you are more serious.. they sae u r too stern too fierce... or u r giving people attitude.. Its like super hard to live on this earth.. its like u have to realli balance everything out super well or else one wrong step and ppl will start having thoughts abt u.. pin pointing ur mistakes.. im not saing that pointing out people's mistakes is wrong.. its jus.. realli.. its hard living on this earth.. its like you have to be forever conscious abt ur each and every move.. sparing a thought for others b4 urself.. puting up a smile no matter wat.. swallow ur tears n continue on.. isit for ur own or for others? i dont noe.. but life goes on.. the same way it has always been.. humans the smartest and most well evolved of the animal kingdom.. has its price to pay.. their sacrifices and their gains..