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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
stressed, tired, with my jucies squeezed dry.. sigh.. life is alright bad enough as it is.. n now.. ha.. getting from bad to worst.. with all the stupid stuff coming coming up.. problems coming up one after another.. haiz.. how many day can i survive this man..there is always a small voice at the back of my brain asking me why do i have to go through this.. i can jus quit! right?! haiz.. peserveance is a virtue but with so much shit goin on.. i realli cant help but to think of quiting it all together.. call me foolish , call me weak, call me irresponsible... watever there is jus too much to handle..
told myself i will not break down.. not infront of ppl... haiz.. its always been easy to control.. but now i seem to be losing it already.. but nvm.. there wont be next time.. hopefully.. im strong.. i can do it.. gotta keep myself sane before i realli lose it.. my brain is already goin bonkers... physically n mentally tired.. hopefully i will get through it.. if i cant.. i'll jus find someone to take over.. well there must be others who could do it much better than i can..
i dont noe how much longer i can take it..
but as long as i can i will continue to make it work..
until a day when i can no longer take it..
than it might be the day when i sae goodbye..